Ultrasound Update: Staying Strong and Trusting Him

I had my ultrasound around 10:45. Asher's cord is around his neck. However, he is moving really good and was even practicing breathing, which they don't normally see until 26 weeks. So it is good that he is able to move and be active. She also checked my fluid and it was 4 cm still, which is another blessing! The best part of the ultrasound however was seeing Asher look at me with his mouth open and a big smile. They printed me a picture of it, and I have added it below. It was like he was saying, "see mommy, I am happy and just fine. God is taking great care of me!"

With the cord around his neck Dr. Fitzpatrick said they will continue to monitor Asher closely. Also I will pay attention to his movements and be sure they don't decline. It is a scary thing to know, but again I can't sit here and worry. It isn't good for Asher and me, and plus it will not help anything. The most important thing I can do is stay strong just as he is and place my hope and trust fully in God.
 After all, He knows best and it is in His hands.

When I got back from ultrasound, my bed was made with clean sheets, which is always such a refreshing feeling. I had the monitor put back on, and then it hit me. Where was my Rosary? Last night with the dips and all that has occurred over past couple days, I decided to sleep with my Rosary on my belly for extra closeness to God and Mary. I felt so at peace that I decided to keep it right there. It hit me that I had left it in the sheets before my ultrasound. So, I messaged my nurse and thankfully she found it tangled in the sheets in the hamper. Thank you Saint Anthony and God for letting me think of it before the hamper was dumped! So, I will continue to keep it close to my belly for extra protection in this fight.

While on the monitor, he had a couple very quick and short dips. However, he keeps jumping in his beats and mainly staying in the 150 range which is good. I will have the monitor off here real soon and my lunch is on its way. My belly growls as I am hungry. I am use to snacking more, but I can't do that currently as we have to be careful. Again it's those times of enjoying snacks and eating when we want that we take for granted. Even though my stomach is rumbling and I am on a more strict eating schedule, it is nothing to complain about. It makes me think of all those families out there who may not get food for every meal. All those who are starving, and just trying to find anything to fill their belly, even if it isn't nutritious. I am truly blessed and I wish I could be the answer to help those not suffer from hunger. This experience makes me want to go to the grocery store and donate a whole cart of canned goods, so I know I am trying to help a little. Every little bit counts!

Before I end this post, I just have to add a special moment I had with Easton this morning. He woke up early, as James was just hoping for a little more sleep with him working nights shift. Easton wanted to watch kid's  truck videos on YouTube on the pad but it was low on battery. So, I asked him if he would like to sit on the bed with me and watch some on my phone. It lit up my heart when he asked daddy to put him in bed beside by me. It was the GREATEST feeling as I had longed to cuddle with him for what has seemed forever, and finally there he was watching videos beside me! Thank you God for this beautiful moment that made my morning so bright! 😊

Thank You for fighting with Asher and I. I ask that you continue to unite with God, Josh, and all the Angels and Saints in this fight. I ask that You continue to pray hard for us for God to keep us safe and pull us through this fight. He is miraculous and full of amazing grace. Dear God, thank you for staying by me and Asher through it all. Thank you for the God Moments you bless me with each day. I put my full trust in You and know You will guide Asher anfe to Your most beautiful place. May you continue to keep us strong and positive. Your love is everlasting! I love You above all things and am so grateful I have you as my greatest friend and guide. Amen.