An Update and Keeping God and Family Close

I had my ultrasound this morning. The tech said it appeared the the placenta looked fine, but Dr. Fitzpatrick would look closely at it later to be sure. My fluid levels were just under what they were yesterday, which was a blessing that I didn't lose too much. I was relieved and filled with joy when I saw Asher wiggling around. The tech said that he was moving good for low fluid. It was cute because during the ultrasound Asher had hiccups. It was neat because he also was practicing breathing during the ultrasound. I thanked God for a good ultrasound and the blessing of seeing Asher happy. God is truly blessing Asher! 

The nurse checked a while ago and didn't see if Dr. Fitzpatrick evaluated the ultrasound yet. However, she said that he trusts the techs and if they saw something of concern he would get back with me right away. So I felt blessed when she said that because it seemed to go okay. Again all praise to God!

After the ultrasound, I was okayed to eat breakfast, which tasted great as my stomach was in too many knots last night to eat and then I was only allowed ice chips last night into early morning. I will be put on the heart and contraction monitor for 2 hr intervals 2 hrs before each meal and also 2 hrs throughout night. This is to closely monitor Asher's heart rate and keep track of any dips in his heart rate. It is 2 hrs before a meal in case I need to deliver due to fall in heart rate. 

After breakfast, Jackie, our friend's mom, was working today and came in to check on us. She brought me a body pillow I can use and a generous gift of treats. It was very nice of her and brightened my day, especially after a rough night.

At 11 am, I was put on the monitors. Asher did have 2 dips in the 2 hrs but for shorter period of time. My nurse informed Dr. Fitzpatrick, but he said to watch it and to allow me to eat lunch.

My mom and Easton arrived a little before I git off he monitor. I was so excited to see my little buddy and receive his sweet hug and kiss. He even kissed Asher on my belly and told Mamaw that he heard the baby. It's those moments that mean so much to me and remind me to stay strong and calm! We all then ate lunch and ate a KitKat for dessert. As we all sat around and enjoyed each other's company, I noticed several leaks of fluid, but again thankfully clear and not blood. I was thankful for the help from my mom to get to the restroom several times because of leaks and well my constant full bladder due to being on IV fluids. She truly made it so much easier as she helped me move my IV pole in and out of the restroom. Thank you mom! I would be lost without you! 

When the nurse came back in, I asked what would most likely happen if Asher's heart rate dropped for moments each time I would be on monitor. She said it depends how long and on my fluid levels. I will get tested on levels again tomorrow as I have been leaking fluid throughout the day. She said if it does continue to show dips and my fluid decreases, it i s best to deliver Asher. She also told me the neku doctor will be in tomorrow to talk with us again. 

Due to James working nights, my dad came up here after work to let my mom head back home. I am so thankful to have the loving, caring, thoughtful dad I have. While James works, dad and Easton will keep me company tonight and we will have a sleepover. It is a true gift as it will help me relax and just enjoy time with them! Easton and I just got done doodling on a note pad with markers. It just makes me feel special that he comes to my bed and wants to play with me. It really made my day when he brought his trucks over to my bed and we got to play trucks! I missed playing trucks with him, but we finally got to! It's the little things that mean so much!!

Currently, I am lying in bed on the heart and contraction monitor. I will be on it until 7 and then can eat supper. So far God is holding Asher strong and there wasn't any dips, which I can't be more grateful! No matter what God is right here with Asher and me and will guide us to His plan. What a fighter God has blessed Asher to be! I will continued to get monitored through the night and keep my faith and trust fully in God. 

What have I learned from the past days events? I have learned to stay strong no matter what. I have learned that even in the scariest times, I can find peace and comfort because God us right with me. I have learned to take this fight moment by moment and know that no matter what God knows best and He will lead us to His beautiful will for Asher. Each day and each moment I grow closer to God. I thank God for this fight and for Him fighting right with Asher and I! I also thank Him for my amazing family and time with Easton.  

watching learning videos by papaw and near me

cuddling with daddy on couch .. so sweet!

playing cars and trucks with daddy after playing with me

the smile I cherish and makes me so grareful to be a mommy!

Dear God, You are Merciful and Amazing! Thank You for all your miraculous works! I place my trust fully in You and I love You above all things!!

Thank all of you for your continued prayers that surround us! Asher and I are strong because of you! We love all of you so much and you are blessings to us! Let us continue to unite with God, Josh, and all the Angels and Saints in this fight!