Prior to lunch, a great friend and past teaching partner came to visit me. She was in town for the Math Adoption training, so she planned to stop by before. It was so good to see her and catch up. Last year we would talk and laugh together each day during the school year, but we haven't had that chance since. So I thank God for giving us time to together, and how blessed I am that she stopped by to visit.
During the afternoon, I heard the lullaby song in the hall 3 times, meaning 3 babies were born. I smiled each time knowing that these miracles had just entered the world and made their mommy and daddy's lives so special. As I sat and relaxed, I felt Asher move a lot today. James would always ask me days prior how much I felt him, and I just said here and there. Today, even though it was a slower day, I thanked God for the day of rest, especially because it allowed me to really be with Asher and feel him close to me. Each time I felt him move, a smile came to my face and I just kept thinking what a true miracle he truly is.
Later in the afternoon, Hallie, the principal where I work, stopped by and surprised me with a delicious treat and a gift to forever cherish. In one hand was a McDonalds chocolate shake. If you know me at all, you know I LOVE chocolate and ice cream is something I always crave. I don't remember the last time I had a shake, but I do know it made my night and I am sure Asher enjoyed it too! Along with the tasty treat, she handed me a Rosary that the 7th grade made at their retreat. They blessed the Rosary and asked to give it to me. That means so much to me. Seeing the thoughtful acts of others is such a blessing. I hope they know I will be praying with it in this fight for Asher. So, Hallie and 7th grade, thank you for thinking of me and continuing to be prayer warriors for Asher!
I also just have to note that Easton is having a blast at his sleepover and continuing to be a big boy in using the potty and staying dry. I miss him so much, but knowing he is happy is what means the most to me! I look forward to him visiting again along with my great friend Ali and his little buddy Mav! Again, I can't thank God enough for the gift of amazing friends who put their selves in your shoes and bend over backward for you! They are true angels!
So, yes time ticked by slower today, but I still pulled through. I think back to a little over a week ago when I would think, "it's 9:00 already? Where did time go?"...
I was busy being a mom, wife, teacher, daughter, sister, friend. Sitting here today let me cherish time. Before I wished for more time to be with God. Now, I have the time and can't be more grateful. Building this relationship with God is such a great gift. Sometimes when you are so busy, you forget the most important thing you need at the center of your life. Times get stressful and you do your best, but you lose that closeness of the One you need the most. One thing that I am going to take from this experience is to make that time with God no matter how busy my life gets. You can let your busyness overtake you, or you can stand your ground and make it a priority that He is put at the center. After all, if it wasn't for God, I wouldn't be lying here day in and day out in complete faith and trust in Him. God is my reason and He is my rock.
My love for all of you is more than you will ever know. I can't be more blessed to have all of you praying and fighting for Asher. He continues to get stronger each day, and I know he feels all your prayers! May we all continue to join in the fight with God, Josh, and all of the Angels and Saints for Asher! God is miraculous! He deserves to be at the center of our hearts, as He is our greatest strength and hope! Dear God, I would be lost without You. You bring me constant hope. Your love and comfort surrounds me. Thank You for being my everything! I love You above all things!
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